Monday, September 27, 2010 (:
what kind of person... ...
oh, don't worry this is not an emo post. its a self-reflection post for myself. i still looking for the true real me. here are some of the pointers that i have listed out:
- if you're a stranger, you will find me 'very fierce cause i don't smile'.
- if you're a friend, you will find me 'quiet like those zhibi kid'.
- if you're close/best friend, you will definitely find me 'noisy, talk craps and annoying'.
but is that the real me? i doubt so, i can be very nice, loyal to my friend, a good listener but not a good adviser.
i think i'm a person that wears lots of mask?! cause i treat everyone differently, all depend on my feeling.
- i can talk to someone easily like those long-lost friend while i only know him/her for few second.
- i can keep my mouth really shut even though i have know you for many years.
how do i treat strangers/friends
- basic is respect. so now, you can know whether you earn my respect (:
- character and attitude also depends whether how well i will treat you. (:
- i'm a truthful person, like you or dislike you, you can see the way i treat you.
truly speaking, i'm a super duper lazy person.
- i like walking around like a 'zombie/human without a soul', cause sometime i just feel like relaxing my mind.
- i like to slack around at home, cause its the most comfort place that i have.
- i wont been sleep the whole day and night, but i will sleep like more than 8 hours
*during holiday&no job*
- i like to on television and i can watch it the whole day without eating anything.
- i like sleeping in rainy day.
- i don't eat a lot, that's why i always end up sharing food with people.
- i can be easily influence by peer if i want to change my style.
- i don't like cooking *cause i hate to wait for the food to be ready* but i don't mind prepare food.
- i don't like ring tone and alarm tone, that's why my phone is 24/7 on silence mode.
- i like clean environment, so whenever i'm free, i will keep my thing clean.
- i lazy to dress myself up, but if there's important event or occasion, i will.
- i used to be someone who will anyhow spend money on unnecessary items, but now is much under-control.
i'm not good in drinking, but i only can say that:
- my face/body will turn super duper red even though i just drank breezer *which is less but close to 5%*
- but i'm not drank even though i'm red in colour, hahahahahaha.
- doesn't drink alcohol drink that often, and im not addict to it.
- think i got drank before when i'm in primary school *P2?! cant remember*
i like to be motivated by friend/mentor.
- i can be very determine on myself but provided there's must be someone that can motivated me.
- i have yet to find someone in my poly life that can really be my motivator, how sad
*that's mean my mr cgpa wont get at least min 3.5 when i graduate.*
- i entered into a course that i don't really like/interested in due to some reason.
- i wasted money again on the reason that cause me in this course.
- but not to blame anyone, not everyone can really know what they want in the age of 16/17.
- i find myself more regret taking this course and not finding reason for myself to like this course.
- next sem, will definitely be a harder challenge for me. it is term module. there will be a group of new lecturers is taking over, not sure whether they're as nice as those lecturer who left. same group of lecturers will be taking over us. and i really hope we don't get someone that will make me vomit out my blood when asking one simple/direct question.
that's should be all for today? i shall continue blogging more often while waiting for my job to call. (:
['♥wanna be perfectionist♥']
